i'm feeling really lonely now. i feel the tears heating up my eyes. i know, i have many people around me, my family, my friends here and my friends there. but this feeling came on suddenly. i shivered and now, i feel like crying. damn.

i'm really lonely arent i? right now, i have no one whom i can share my deepest secrets with, i have no one to laugh about my most embarrassing. i guess right now, i have no ears that listen to me and just me. i guess right now, i have no one to laugh heartily with me. and that is. just. really. sad.

you know what. its alright. lonely is good. right? wrong! i miss my really really close friends back there. i need someone to actually talk to, not type to. i need to hear a voice that concentrates on my words. argh.

big world, vast sky, people all around

lonely me, lonely me...