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Sunday, May 25, 2008, 9:17:00 PM

i'm feeling really lonely now. i feel the tears heating up my eyes. i know, i have many people around me, my family, my friends here and my friends there. but this feeling came on suddenly. i shivered and now, i feel like crying. damn.

i'm really lonely arent i? right now, i have no one whom i can share my deepest secrets with, i have no one to laugh about my most embarrassing. i guess right now, i have no ears that listen to me and just me. i guess right now, i have no one to laugh heartily with me. and that is. just. really. sad.

you know what. its alright. lonely is good. right? wrong! i miss my really really close friends back there. i need someone to actually talk to, not type to. i need to hear a voice that concentrates on my words. argh.

big world, vast sky, people all around

lonely me, lonely me...

Ootyyy

Wednesday, May 14, 2008, 7:27:00 PM

i always thought this blog was dead. but here i am, the angel of life *coughcough* to give this blog back its lost happiness of life. wahaha.

anyway, i went for a tour! woohoo! to erm, Ooty, with my family, the 31 of us hopped into a hired bus and off we went for a ride that lasted 10hrs! its was rocking - literally. *rubs bruised forehead*

but! it is THE place to be! i LOVED every part of it. the place, the family, the place, the cold, the mountains, the water, the E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G!!!!!

so first, we went to this place to see the mini mini waterfalls (what were they called again?) pics!

Look at the mountains! it was just BREATH-TAKING!

I LOVE this place. water falling! wow! i'm loving it!

I really dont know why or how, but when i saw this place, my mind totally cleared out. it was peaceful, so really peaceful. i'm going back there one day.

so thats my uncle, me and my cousin, in front of the falls.

and then, we went to a boating park. it was nice. not that incredible but really nice and cooling.

so thats the whole crew! i was on a paddle-yourself boat. we were left out. no place. the paddling was fun. and under the directions of my in-experienced uncle, we managed to safely return to the shore. nice!

and then, after that place, we went to a place called the ROSE GARDEN. the name speaks for itself...pics!

so this is the MAP OF INDIA and its states made entirely of ROSES! how COOL is that huh?

mixed coloured roses on a stem! is it possible or are they totally man-made?

and then, we headed to a mountain. forgot the name but nevertheless, a mountain. when we reached the top, we could see the WHOLE of Ooty. and wow! it was gonna rain, real hard so the mountain top was a bluey, darkey, greyey and scary! but the fences were there.....thank GOD?

there was this SUICIDE POINT. its the place on the mountain that is famous for....suicide. people go there, la-la-la-la, and 1-2-3 JUMP! and WHAM, die! it is now a place of tourist attraction. pitiful are the lives of the people who literally gave their lives for that place.....oh well. people were taking pics and eating ice-cream at the place where many people jumped to their death. scary much?

and then, the last stop. BOTANICAL GARDEN. not much pics there because it was mainly sitting down and playing games. it was awesome. a great ending to the whole tour. we played two games. and they ROCKED! haha. all thanks to the game-maker, my uncle. =D *thumbs up*

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oh wait, want to see the cutest boy alive? he is every girls eye-candy! scroll down!!

he's my cousin who never poses for any photos. i managed to snap this when his father was carrying him, yes, he LOVES his father.

Saturday, May 03, 2008, 9:13:00 PM

for the first time in my life, i was in a real live RALLY!!

ok, not that many people and not THAT active either. all guys, loud and very much in spirit in front, and all the girls, soft and rather inactive except for random, sudden outbursts, behind.

so at first when i heard i had to take part in a RALLY, i was like 'No way! over MY living dead body!!' and i REFUSED to join but the BIG BOSSES there (adults) made all take part. argh! i was sooooo embarrassed and at the same time, i had to laugh...and laugh and laugh and laugh. till we came to a part of the CITY where there were a LOT LOT LOT of people! then me and my cousins, we stopped laughing and throughout the rest of the RALLY, i kept repeating this to myself in my head - do not smile, serious farha, this is serious work, straight face, no smile, straight face!!

so yeah. that was that of the thing that happened today - I TOOK PART IN A RALLY CONSISTING OF A FEW HUNDRED STUDENTS!! wooohoo! exciting and it was a once in a lifetime kind of experience - meaning, i NEVER want to do it AGAIN!!

oh oh, and the best part - we had to chant some lines that would be shouted out by the leaders, and we had to repeat those sentences very very loudly.....i didnt repeat because.... i didnt understand any of those sentences. =D